July 9, 2010

This is a video i took at EDC 2010. i was taking more so i could remember the huge crowd rather than to hear the music. it was completely full of people. 

so i havent written for a few days because ive been staying at my cousins house while i rent my room out for $70 / night on Airbnb.com. i have to save money cause my Ben is going to Italy and i wont have income for a month, and after that month i need to go to Burning Man. I havent bough my tickets for that yet. Today i went on a private tour of Paramount Studios.

It was pretty boring. We basically found out that Lucille Ball was a shrewd business woman that was a workaholic. She recreated her backyard and vacation homes on the studio property so that when the world accused her of not being a good mother she could take publicity shots with her kids in the pretend backyard and say she was at home with them. She was the first woman ever to run a studio (which she ran by herself for 7 years- highest gross made those years of any studio). We also learned that the Hollywood sign has been revamped to stay "Holywood" when the pope visited and to "Hollyweed" by some pranksters. 

Other than that, ive been really depressed lately. Im ready for it to go away. its like i dont have choices in life and i can easily see myself becoming or staying nothing. just in the blink of an eye i will be forty and nothing to show for it. John says i need to stay in the moment but as Fred McDowell says "when the lord gets ready, you got to move"



Im fucked. i havent done ANYTHING with my life. it seems like i keep waiting for something to HAPPEN TO ME. i want to move. anyway i dont have enough energy to even write about it so i guess imma stop right here.

The positive of the day was going to my sisters house and having my niece Maya "dress me up like a GIrl:)" hehe

june 28, 2010

• Why is it that Asian people know how to drive fast and well while they're young but when they pass thirty they suddenly become the worst drivers ever! yes i almost got run over by yet another asian guy in a honda! wtf.
• Why did Moby suck at edc this year? i waited to see him all fricken year, listened to the live dj set he did at ultra and even popped a pill just for him and HE SUCKED. i know he was supposed to be on the main stage in the coliseum and i know that bt sucked as well so maybe the promoters didnt treat their djs very well and they in turn took it out on us (the fans). I dunno, thats wrong. you have one fan out there you should play for them.
• I learned today that opposite sides of dice always add up to 7
• i also learned: iran is from aryan meaning "land of nobles" used in the first millennium. "persia/persian" was first used by the greeks and is derived from the southwesterly province of pars which was the cradle of the persian empire. 
• i decided today that i will never wait for vanesa ever again and that what ever time we set upon meeting, i will leave twenty minutes after that. 

the picture of the day is of this MUTHA FUCKING HOT HOT HOT GUY that imma call James who's been rocking my dreams for the past few nights. He comes compliments of the kinky s&m lovers of Male Submission Art Thank you so so so much for expanding my sexual horizons. Although i'm still not ready to dominate or be dominated by anyone, your site has provided hours of sexy fun (which drained the batteries of my little rabbit helper more than once) yay yay yay ;) James, where ever you are, if you happen to see this gorgeous photo of yourself on this blog please email me, i would love to play with you. 

june 27, 2010

FAIL- its okay, things are always shaky at first right? maybe i should amend the rules so that i only write everyday on the weekdays but i wont until i at least try for another two weeks. So this weekend i learned that there is truly no one to blame but yourself. you are the ruler and creator of your life by the time youre 20 (give or take 3 years). that being said, i need to be a better ruler/ creator cause didn't listen to my instincts and that cost me 4.5 hours of stand by until my friends got ready. i also swallowed the odious powder  last night at edc which, although it allowed me to have a fantastic time despite the bruises on my shins and back, caused me to stay awake until 5am this morning and thus not getting anything done the whole day. the only upside to this whole weekend was being able to talk with John for almost three hours :)

the photo today is of a fire and light installment at edc 2010 looking through holographic lenses.